Andrew - Suicide Note Beat: Kiada - You Didn't Just I only had a few seconds to think and set it in ink// I took a breath and it stings and now I rest on the brink// Of the knife, and the life and the blood that I left in the sink// It was depressing me, starin ahead after my destiny blinked// I only have the time that it takes for blood to dry on a page// I live for survivin the raise, another rise in the stakes// To add to the thrill that comes with knowing you could die in the chase// And if I die in this place, on the side of this blade// I don't want the silence to break, or them to cry at my wake// I want em to file up and pray to not see a crooked smile on my face// I've been in denial for days and its an endless cycle// When half your friends are spiteful and half pretend to like you// And there's only so much solace inside a pen and Bible// So you practice starin down the barrel of a Nintendo rifle// Until that's not enough and then it's back on the drugs// Back to thinking about the action of the back of a gun// As you pack it with slugs and wanna try it again// I think about the times that I've said// I should have read the signs in my head// When my life is shades of purple, minus the red// Another night on the edge more problems to get past// But everything's always clearer through the bottom of the glass// I could never bother them to ask and it was horrible to me// When I grew up screwed up through the core and to the seed// I hope you find this in time and read the design of my mind// Literally, line for line all over my spiral and blinds// I'm tryin to find somethin to keep me from bitin this bullet// A life at its fullest flashes right when I pull it// Time pauses, my mind wanders and senses the lesson// That in a tenth of a second my life's at the end of this weapon// The sentences set in, an instant before I'm cockin it back// And I'm shocked at the fact, that there was no stoppin this path//