[Video] Hollohan - My Lost Love And Bruce

Detta är det mesta äkta jag hört ! Sjukt bra

så jävla galet bra så det finns inte alltså! detta är verkligen som brandt säger; äkta.

Gåshud av denna.. sjukt

extremt jävla fett imo helt galen.

Det finns hopp för denna genre år 2012!

förbannat bra.

Riktigt bra.

Obegripligt förjävla bra! Och då gillar jag veeerkligen inte han som battlare, fyfan alltså

Lyrics :



This my real life straight verses no fuckin' chorus
So come explore it, love me for it and judge me for it
I laid in bed flickin' smokes in an open piss bottle
I dropped like twenty pounds in a week goin' through withdrawals

I always said addiction's a flaw of the weak
Obviously my addiction: it was stronger than me
Cause man, I hit rock bottom heavy; Fuckin' hard
My mother say she found me convulsin' and held me in her arms

My love left me at my worst point; bailed when I fell
Last words to me: I should be ashamed of myself
That last week of my demise, the damn needles I took a thousand
Would you have come to my funeral and put me down then?

I almost died multiple times in a week
So how could you live with yourself when you're tryin' to sleep
To know I could be so close to dyin', lyin' in peace
Would you still just think of yourself if I was deceased?

Hey yeah, I got aggressive in my blacked-out state
And I ain't sayin' now that that's okay
We were so in love, romancin'; You refused to give me another chance then
What happened to your best quality: bein' understanding?

I love you; you're hatin' me
Ya crushed me that it bugs you people judged you for datin' me
Now it's no forgiveness for a past side I've shown to women
Wit' you you know it's different, you should stick to your own opinion

Our only time together on house arrest; hate this shit
There's supposed to be so much more to this relationship
Can't even look in a fuckin' mirror to see my face in it
I've sat in the dark with a knife to my throat: crazyness

And still; you would try to mess with me
You really wanna push it with my suicidal tendencies?
If I die, would you cry? Why are you and I enemies?
I press my palms into my eyes and picture you beside me endlessly

You hated my female fans? So you were jealous? Fuck it
You're the first I've ever trusted, therefore fell in love with
You're perfect, I was just addicted to this hellish substance
You are correct, though: I am completely self-destructive

And I'm sorry, it'd never happen again
My mind's gone for that span of time; don't know what was happenin' then
If I was that crazy baby, I'd be glad I was dead
I'm sorry you said you felt like you'd never see your family again

And I don't blame you; You were great, you should be proud
What I was goin' through, it's insane you could put me down
Exes that I've ruined and crushed have called to see I'm movin' up
When you ain't even asked me how I'm fuckin' doin' once

And I hear what you sayin': close ear to the ground
When I needed you most, you nowhere to be found
If you really were my girl, you woulda been supportive
But true love is true love, you shouldn't have to force it

Cause I believed in you, my heart fuckin' bleeds for you
Where the fuck is your presence when I really fuckin' needed you?
Towards the end, drugs removed my soul
I am embarrassed you were there to see me lose control

So were you the love of my life or just some stupid hoe?
I guess now you're just somebody that I used to know

As an ex-addict, Bruce, when I met you, you's as clean as a judge
No reason for drugs and surrounded yourself with people you love
When we first started to click, yeah, we partied a bit
Who knew we'd reach that point where it'd be harder and harder to quit

The first night I met your brother keeps replayin' wit' me
The character I embodied was smooth, I was dangerous, see?
The genius on drugs so cool, you was hangin' with me
He didn't know that I influenced you negatively

So when he seen us chillin', we was kings, he was proud
It breaks my heart to think of what he probably thinks of me now
So with this I'm just reflectin', I'm constantly recollectin'
I got a younger brother too, Bruce, but you never met him

And he seen my darkness said I don't got any good left
But even then he still wanna be followin' in my footsteps
And I betrayed 'em all, people who loved me to my core
My sister's always had my back; She doesn't anymore

So I look at my arm and the marks and needle penetration
Cause the people who fuckin' love me, they leave 'em devastated
I guess we both got worse when you was outta control
But then I was sittin' in prison, bro, so how could I know?

And goin' through withdrawals in a prison cell: livin' hell
I know that feelin' of pain when you really wish you could kill yourself
I accepted it happened, be there a long time
They say every dog gets his day; I guess I got mine

I hit my house arrest bail; Lucky, I know
When we spoke some time later, it's been crushin' my soul
I love you Hollo; Bruce, I always got love for you, bro
That was the last thing I said as I fuckin' hung up the phone

Found out with the next day in rage, smashin' walls
Twenty-five, too young for a fuckin' man to fall
I wish I said somethin' more when you had to called
A fuckin' hour later and you were dead in a bathroom stall

Why don't we just enjoy it? Why do we love the poison?
You shoulda went out on a throne, not a fuckin' toilet
My blood is boilin' at the thought of it, Bruce
You give yourself too much credit for how your tolerance grew

When you were feelin' low in life and needed that confidence boost
I'll take life in your name is they sayin' what you wanted to do
And I never understood, but there's a reason I knew
Cause I was a needle or two away from bein' wit' you

And I'm sorry for the times that I was freakin' out when you were with me
Especially that time I lost my mind while drivin' through the city
I wanted to honor your memory and swear off shootin' quickly
A year passed, I'm still doin' the same shit; Bruce, forgive me

I almost had my body in the soft dirt
I swore I'd get better, but homie, I got a lot worse
And I was in that same weak place, so I couldn't fight for you
At your memorial, high on the same shit that took your life from you

I guess your father blamed it on people at the bar
I didn't hear it directly, it's like I seen it from afar
I told whatevski there was something I needed from his car
I cried for you, brother, and stuck another needle in my arm

I know I know, it's fucked up, ain't it?
Friends don't know how to help, so that subject changes
My parents is embarrassed is an understatement
It's just amazed that I can function with all the drugs I've taken

But yo, I'm gonna stop though, Bruce; I ain't ready to die yet, G
Through your friendship and your death has inspired me
I need to wake the fuck up now man, find my dreams
Conquer goals, become everything we said we'd try to be

The tat of your names on the ribs of my side
So to know I'll keep you close to my heart, that fills me with pride
And I know I'm not responsible, but I'm guilty inside
Cause I know if you never met me, Bruce, you'd still be alive

Riktigt jävla bra skit.

Grymt nice detta...

Jävligt fett alltså.

Måste vara underbart att vara ex-bruden och höra det här, smakar nog.

den förstår versen är iofs värdelös haha.. men andra är top 3 i år!

värdelös? jämför du med rifas texter?

HAHA

Hahahahaha @ svanspelles comeback :D lätt dagens.
Då vill ja även påpeka att jag diggar mkt från rifa, men denna första versen slår de mesta av ert material imo. Dock inte bästa jämförelsen kanske :p

svanspelle skrev:
värdelös? jämför du med rifas texter?

Nu även på whoa!

haha.. classic.. jag lyssnar på shit jag får en känsla av.. första versen lämnar mig oberörd.. då har man inte lyckats i min bok.. hade föredragit en hel låt om Bruce isåfall! No homo

Så om du själv inte kan relatera till den är det värdelös? Använd skallen innan du spottar ur dig bajs, versen betyder jävligt mycket här borta då jag kan relatera till den, ungefär som att ni försöker träffa eran målgrupp med något som sagts tusen gånger.

jag tog för givet att du skulle förstå att det var min åsikt.. ber om ursäkt! allt har sagts redan!

Då säger man väl ändå inte "den förstår versen är iofs värdelös haha.."?

Men jaja, ska inte sitta här och grina. Du är förlåten.

Ahh.. nu ser jag.. skrivit fel.. första skulle det stå hahaha.. jo min åsikt är att den är det.. on topic!

Det var inte poängen.

helvete vad tungt

Så många rysningar och gåshud redan några sekunder in att jag var tvungen att hämta en tröja. Får lite Eminem - Stan feeling över denna på nåt sätt. GRYMT!

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hur får du hans "första versen lämnar min oberörd" till "första versen är helt värdelös haha"

Heavy skrev:
den förstår versen är iofs värdelös haha.. men andra är top 3 i år!

Ja, kanske för han sa så, vem vet :O

it iz wut ut iz.. gillar inte pop vanligtvis men den här gjorde han bra!

inte speciellt bra låt, en del av er tappar brallorna så fort nån tuff kille skriver om ett känsligt ämne jag svär tjit tjena

Galet bra.

dundermannen P17 - precis va jag tänkte också.. vafan e grejen?