Anxious - Concrete Rose
-Gotta know if the struggle is about to end
-Know it's hard tryina do this without a friend
-But if you try to get by, you reside in my heart
-You should know I decide that you belong with the stars
-All the feelings heating up, and I will try to explain
-All the pain that you carry, and the lies in vain
-And that you dwell in a system, designed by crooks
-All the knowledge and directions that you find in books
-Yeah you made it, a sweet little concrete rose
-Without love and experience and some need both
-And the lack of a father and a mother is hard
-The only family you have is a brother by law
-And the beating that you took from your step dad hurts
-Made a promise to ya self that you would get that jerk
-As he raped you, and kissed both your beautiful lips
-That day it was dark, it was a total eclipse
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-All the tears, and the fears exposed a lot
-Used to hide in the closet, enclosed by thoughts
-And while you grew, still waiting for ya sweet sixteen
-Never knew that the world could really be this meen
-Lost the faith for God thought he failed you're life
-When in fact it was obvious he saved you twice
-And I gotta admit, that you are strong, I know
-And I hope that you cope that it was long ago
-Since I met ya, I need to see your face again
-Try to realize my friendship and embrace a friend
-Wanna know if you're gonna take that shit for long
-Is you're step dad still living with ya mom
-And if so, pack your bags, and take the car and move
-Yeah sometimes it can help to know the harshest truth
-I will finish this letter with the adress unknown
-XOXO from your friend Jones
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-About two years passed since I heard ya voice
-And I know that you're the type that prefer a choice
-And i'm starting to get worried, not a single reply
-It's like you're living to die, not even giving a try
-I feel the wings when you fly, but I am stuck in this place
-My little angel, I'm sorry that the luck hasn't changed
-But I will give you my best, for now ya put to the test
-And you can rest, no more stress, no more feelin depressed
-I used to love drivin down to the place you were born
-Nowerdays I get reminded of ya face and I mourn
-How could you let me stand aside, how could you treat me like that
-Every beat is a defeat, I need indeed what you had
-And I can never understand how you could take it so long
-You know i'm fully dedicated so I made you this song
-And all the things in the past, will be eternal and last
-But I will never let the world block the curse you had