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Länk till http://www.myspace.com/procccVerse 1 ... ( Dallas )
This aint no sci fi - this is actual fact//
You'd look in my eyes - and see a man that was cracked//
And in tha night time - i could barely relax//
Becoz my mind - was always off and on tracks//
I was held down by thoughts that were tearin my head apart//
Pinned to tha ground by weight creatin a heavy heart//
Most know a haunted soul was locked up inside of me//
And a heart that felt even minor thingz were frightening//
And with ev-ery breath man my chest kept on tightening//
And ya know it looked fake everytime i was smilin//
Isolated so much, im sure ppl thought i loved it//
Couldnt be in public without a drink or drug hit//
But now .. im tryin hard to change my sceneary//
And bite back at everything that attempted eatin me//
Coz i was tortured with a mind out of order//
Wishin i was aborted,or never even thought of//
But all that's,now slowly fadin away//
And a better way tha lord is pavin 2day//
Hook ( Sascha )
You lift me up .. from affliction in the past
You lift me up ..had a heavy heart it was tearin me apart
You lift me up ..now the clouds are gone my mind is free again
You lift me up ..I love my life enjoy it till the end
Verse 2 ... ( JR )
These feelings i have i can never explain//
I broke my back for rap and im still in pain//
So what should i say? that im not insane?//
Or tha past that i had was all in vein?//
See i cant do it its planted in my brain//
Im under tha influence its not a game//
Im havin nightmares witta broken vision//
Sittin here lonely hopin n wishin//
For a purpose to make it through//
Coz my faith is gone like my youth//
And tha life i knew wasnt nice n cool//
So i promised god i would write tha truth//
And open my eyes and provide for two//
Coz god dont lie he'll ride for you//
Even when im down and speach is bogus//
He helps me when im weak n hopeless//
Im thankful for that coz he blessed me write//
And gave me what i need so i can rest at night//
Hook ( Sascha )
You lift me up .. from affliction in the past
You lift me up ..had a heavy heart it was tearin me apart
You lift me up ..now the clouds are gone my mind is free again
You lift me up ..I love my life enjoy it till the end
Verse 3 ... ( Dallas )
Now tell me how we sposed to get.. people understandin us//
When our hearts feel they weigh as much as tha planet duz//
Cant even count how many nights i havent slept//
Heart fulla doubts creatin nights where i've wept//
And yeah I mighta been brought up in government housing//
But it duznt matter coz these days im surrounded//
With love n support i guess thats why i ammounted//
Into a man that turnz a mound into mountains//
Tha lord,my friends,plus my fans and my family//
All stopped me from livin in a world of fantasy//
But check this analogy, of my old reality//
Was at hells disco with tha devil tryna dance with me//
But now .. i can see what tha lord has handed me//
So no more tragedy i been risin gradually//
Matter of fact man i been really climbin rapidly//
Gettin on track and gonna be livin my life happily//
Aint tryna go back yall and draw tall plans//
Instead i accept fate and leave it in tha lords hands//
Hook ( Sascha )
You lift me up .. from affliction in the past
You lift me up ..had a heavy heart it was tearin me apart
You lift me up ..now the clouds are gone my mind is free again
You lift me up ..I love my life enjoy it till the end