AvM - Fake Paradise denhär låten har skrivits om och vart nån gång men nu e den helt klar! handlar om mitt förra förhållande! There was this young boy that met a great girl// she was really beautiful and her eyes looked like pearls// They fell in love and we fast forward to 2 months later// He’s so deeply and sickly in love it makes him hate her// at first it felt so right but after way to many fights she decides to leave the boy for the tempting single life// and in case you haven’t figured that boy me// AvM is no longer a happy mc// I was left with a big bleeding hole in my heart// Love is something I need and I define it as an art// Dreaming of the girl I thought was the love of my life// I still don’t understand that I could be to nice// Sometimes it feels like my pain is gonna last forever// I got my chance to express myself it’s now or never// It’s been like for ever but I still cant get over it// Love is maybe somethin i need to take it slower with// what happened to loving me forever// why was it so that we couldn’t stay together// now you’re gone and im left here alone// trying to manage but it’s hard on my own// 22 bars I was lost on the pink clouds with no sense for the real world// I was laid into ruins and all over one girl// we couldn’t make it work and you know I tried// when you left me was the first time in 4 years I cried// Im so lost I cant even sleep// you left me stuned without ability to speak// I see you every almost day in school// but I just continue walkin trying to keep my cool// My life has been a fake paradise// I took love for granted and this is the price// would you ever believe that a boy could get so fucked up// I guess that after all these years I just ran out of luck// sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night// im over the girl and yet it doesn’t feel that right// I don’t know what to do and no im not OK// but I guess im better of without you anyway// I was lying when I said I was over you cause im not// I cant tell it to your face so I say it with hiphop// im so insecure about what I feel// all I know is that my love for her was real// but is it still…ah man I don’t know// but I guess this is the way it was supposed to go// something is wrong I know it’s just a felling// the felling of love is like getting higher then the ceiling// people say that the world is beautiful but there wrong// people is wondering about what happened just listen to this song// I’ve been fucked up before but this takes the price// all of the time I’ve been living in a fake paradise//