'Rain - The Soundtrack of my Diminish.txt'

'Rain - The Soundtrack of my Diminish.txt'

My souls grows weary from this endless slumber
And no wonder, because it has torn my heart asunder
It’s quite a bummer, because I’ve brought this on myself
And I’m the only one who can’t end this so please…
… show me the way!

Before it is too late and no road leads to where I want to go
Before I’ve no inner spirit left that I really want to show
Trough extraordinary moments I’ve learn to be myself
But ordinary circumstances has made me loose myself

I need help, I am not afraid of finally admitting it
I’m trough lying to myself, my main criteria is not fitting in..
..no, it’s being a person who people can love for who he is
A person people see for who he am, and that’s my last wish

But it’s a lost cost because now I only breathe and bleed
And I’ve rejected my feelings to where I don’t feel my needs
So please let me be, I really don’t want to you to see this
Run away before you hear the soundtrack of my diminish