Oskar44 - Love, and shit like that [eng/dikt/rap]
The woman, I swear, is an allmighty creature
molding our tears into those perfect features..
A gentle touch, leaves you in eternal rememberance..
But when the time comes, they remember...
And I choose ignorance.
Personaly, it's the simple beauty that you look for
like the things she says to you behind locked doors..
You're afraid to be shattered, left alone collecting part's
It's because she's made from that chest-bone...
Protecting your heart.
Trust, it feels so far fetched, like a rare exotic resource.
Is that why people been tryin' to make love potions in retorts?
It's not like that, it's just a gut feeling...
Burning up inside because she's leaving...
And...
Every time, i try to open my mouth, instead there's nothing
Through every elapse, it feels as i collape from worrying..
Am I on a mission, to constantly elude the obvious answer?
I feel like my tissue is being burnt off like lumps of cancer...
Soon there won't be nothin' left but my cracklin' bones
and I can be the skeleton in the closet that's always closed.
Let's not keep secret's, let annhialite each other with fear
tear & tear & tear you'r hair untill ive' collected the last tear..
But you always bounce back on your self like a rubber mirror
staring at you'r wobbly self without a clue how you got here..
Take a deep breath...
Hold it, unti'l you almost choke..
Exhale..
You feel it? Haha... You the tingle in your leg's?
Suddenly i feel mummified in OCB Premium leaves
and I got pins with pro-drug slogans on my sleaves
And I remember, "Never again, I'll touch the toke.."
And I regret myself, wish I held it t'ill i choked..
It's like your game-piece is moved back 20 squares
& It keeps going back, for years & years & years..
I'm looped on a beat, trying to break free from it
pushin towards the end to climb that far away summit..
But I always plummit, deep down, back at square one
I thought I had it figured out, and it's a damn shame hun'
That every time I build a new me, better then the one before
There is always some motherfucker showing up...
With an' eviction note at the door.
Don't worry, there's enough pain to go around .
"Yeah, I'll be there in 5 minutes."
5 hour's later, I'll be there in 5 minutes.
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