Ages...
Mysit mycke ironi :)
I've been wishing for death since the age of seven,//
but now when I'm dead I'm sure as hell not in heaven//
I've noticed that this must be what they all call hell//
Wishing death is a sin, wait a second I'll tell//
One time, I must have been about eight //
I was to old to be told to belevie in faith//
Walked around in the dark, saw my parents in bed//
I sure as hell ran, I should've staid instead//
I've been gambling and cursing since the age of nine//
What the fuck, who cares, I'm running out of time//
I shall notify I was seen as a wonder//
But today as you know, I'm way down under//
I heard the voices at ten, the really freaked me out//
what everyone said was, "What the hell are you screaming about?"//
Wishing death is quite an easy thing to do//
But wait a second you dont know what I've been trough//
When I turned eleven,the kid disappeard //
Stopped believing in heaven,started to believe in fear//
Twelve years old, a life filld with horror//
My folks was afraid I would be dead by tomorrow//
My life went on and in June I turned thirteen//
Got a interest in music, and something a bit more green//
Smoking grass with my friends, wishing death to all jocks//
Staying out way to late, making jokes about cocks//
I was fourteen that time when I first met a shrink//
And the first thing I heard I was way to young to drink//
It was my fifteenth birthday and I knew it was time//
But before I'll do it I'll take a second to rhyme//
Walking down to the kitchen, grabbing a knife//
Stabbing my chest and ending my life.//
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